my heart looks like your heart

my heart looks like your heart

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

love is the movement

i have come to terms with the fact that i have been an enabler for possibly my whole life. 

i have enabled people to hurt me
more than once 
and to think it's okay 
simply because i seem okay
or because i "make things" okay
and make excuses
and misplace pain
either to avoid conflict
or because somewhere along the way i was told or thought i must be at fault,
or both. 

i am no longer enabling others to walk across my soul with bitter tongue and careless feet. 

love guides me
with determination 
to make sense of things 
and to be open 
to understand and allow for growth 
it also guides me to draw the line and look out for my life
like a weight inside my body that leans me towards
and into
what is good for me
a compass that keeps me headed in the right direction. 

the only enabling i am willing to do now
is enabling myself
to follow love
and enable other lovers
to hold my hands.  

LOVE is the movement. 
walk with me ...

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