my heart looks like your heart

my heart looks like your heart

Thursday, September 29, 2016

today i am ...



so this was actually an unfinished painting ... someone had done all the drawing, and all the grid marks were there, it just never made it to a painting stage. 


virabhadrasana I is a posture in which we acknowledge our own spiritual warrior who every day does battle with our ego ...

i used it specifically for this message because i feel that even when we are unfinished, even when we are a work in progress, in between, in the meantime, in the middle of the process ... whether we get delayed, sidetracked, or we stumble and lose our footing, while we are trying to get from here to there, we can still be thankful. we can still know that we are still blessed. valued. inspired. and loved.

you can't see it, only remnants of it. because when we focus on gratitude ... blessings ... inspirations ... values ... and love ... we no longer see the ego and its struggle to be anyplace else but where we are.

and wherever you are right now, in this moment, on this day, YOU are thankful and appreciated.  blessed.  valued.  inspired and an inspiration.  and above all, you are LOVED.



(before)

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

i am



when something is killing your spirit
and you don't know how your legs will move you
because you feel so weak and it's as if you are standing by
watching it happen
and your attempts to stop it feel like when you're in a dream
the kind where you try to yell but your voice won't come out

and you need someone to wake you up
show you the truth
the reality
that it isn't dying underneath your smile
and behind your skin and bones
that you are safer than you think
that you aren't losing your soul

i am
where you are
i am
holding you from the inside out
i am
breathing
for you


Monday, May 23, 2016

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

i will

my heart beats in me
yet beats for you
my love lives in me
yet lives for you

your choices are yours to make
your journey is yours to travel
my hands are yours to hold
my arms 
yours to pile your bags on
or fall into
because whatever you choose
even if you're wrong
i will walk beside you
i will sleep inside you
i will cover you

and when the dust floats down around us
and the shrapnel lands on our skin
sticking
burning
tumbling
carving new reminders
i will peel off the debris
and wash it from your hair and all the places you are unaware of
that are numb 
or paralyzed 
or shivering with shock 
i will kiss away the new wounds and the old ones which are now reopened 
i will carry your weight
and the weight of all the others that you have forgotten to let go of 
i will pour love into your broken open crevices that feel to you like gaping canyons 
i will remind you of your you-ness
i will drink away your fears
i will sing your favorite words
i will breathe peace
into your spirit
until you remember how
to breathe it
on your own